Today was a beautiful day but I'm not sure I could appreciate it. I was feeling out of sorts and it took me awhile to find my feet. But it was a beautiful day. I've just discovered the show "united states of tara" and have been entirely mesmerized by it's depiction of multiple personality disorder. Its hard to watch how the family members deal with the main characters illness when I look at my own life. I certainly wouldn't be here without my family.